Fear! It embodies so many things. Its good sometimes. It warns us to get out of harms way. Its bad sometime it can be crippling and cause us to panic ir freeze and get hurt. I experienced a fear yesterday, I have never expierenced before. The fear of my child being in Mortal danger. That fear was so strong it made me numb. At first my brain could not comprehend what I was reading on my phone screen. I really had to read it again it could not be real. At firts it was just Mom is Julian home with you? ( Julian is my Grandson) I said no, he's at Noahs house.
( a friend) she said Good! and then My Youngest daughter started telling me about an active shooter at the mall where she works. She said she was safe locked in a storage room in the store she worked. My blood ran cold of course every worst case scenario went through my mind. I was parilized with fear and helplessnes. Then the Mamma Bear kicked in. My first reaction is I have to get there. What do i do to fix this to make sure she gets out safe. Then the complete helplessness kicked in, I thought I truly can do nothing!!!!! it was the worst feeling I have expierenced. as a mom I have to keep my kids safe. Then my higher self kicked in that beautiful woman warrior I met during a Red Tent event. it was then I moved into action what can I do? Well I can send reiki! Send protection! call on my Spiritual family to do the same! So i did Reiki intending her and all the people in the mall be safe. That the people who were doing the shooting get captured safe. Then I text a group of powerful healers my boyfriend and some friends in a group text, quickly explaining the situation and asked for protection. Then remembered I have a police scanner on my phone let me see if i can find out what happening in that mall. I heard The play by play of the search for the suspects, and the clearing and rescuing of the Civilians in that mall, going Store by store. I heard them say they were at my daughters store, but they could not get in the glass doors were locked. So I text my daughter and said the police are at your door to get you out, go open the door. We laugh about that now but it made me feel like I took my power back! like I was an active Participant not home crying and being stuck in Fear! This is how you overcome fear on a spiritual level! This is how you Conquer and let fear motivate you. After it was all over I really did have a breakdown time but, thats a normal reaction to situations your body has to release. so please try to let fear motivate you not stop you in your tracks, Don't let it put you in physical or mental harms way. on a side note the reason the doors were locked on my daughters store is she heard the gunshots and went into action protecting her staff and customers she locked the front door and led them to the storeroom! She overcame her fear and went into action! So proud of her! Remember You are strong! You can take back your power and overcome fear to get you through and Physical, mental or Spiritual emergency situation love you
Cherie AKA Spiritual Grandma
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